The Sunday Currently Vol. 13
CURRENTLY
READING
some tweets and old convos.
WRITING
The Sunday Currently Vol. 13 and a reply to his message.
LISTENING
to Lose You Too by SHY Martin from a random Spotify playlist.
THINKING
about some heavy stuff that I have been dreading to face for quite some time now. Lately, I have been thinking that perhaps it would be best to let go because I feel like I cause more sadness than happiness for him. Perhaps I'm the toxic thing in his life. Perhaps. If only I were brave enough to do it tho. Sometimes I hate myself for being too needy and selfish, and it's clearly affecting him... not in a good way.
SMELLING
nothing.
WISHING
for my most favorite human in the world to be genuinely happy without worries... even if it's not with me.
HOPING
to be anxiety-free. Hoping to finally move on from such a sad chapter in my life. I guess you could say that the first few months of 2019 had not been great.
WEARING
a white BKNWA shirt and denim shorts.
LOVING
the fact that I was able to go to the beach this previous weekend. I went with Chelna and her friends. I had a fun time. It was indeed a much needed getaway trip.
WANTING
a hug from him. (See? I'm such a needy bitch. Ugh. I hate myself)
NEEDING
a hug from him. :(
FEELING
anxious. anxious. anxious.
